I do not sit down at my desk to put to verse something that is already clear in my mind. If it were clear in my mind, I should have no incentive or need to write about it. We do not write in order to be understood. We write in order to understand.---C.S. Lewis
The end-of-the-school-year build up felt particularly hard this year---like a climb uphill carrying a 100 pound pack while wearing too tight hiking boots with cotton socks. My brain felt blistered. I'm a believer that one can not deny her true self forever. Trying to do so leads to unhappiness, and I find that what I'm trying to deny or restrain ends up oozing out of my pores eventually.
I've been a writer since elementary school. While other kids rolled their eyes and groaned at the newest writing assignment, I relished them and often did more just for "extra credit." When I entered the teaching field in 1991, I felt I was relinquishing my writing dreams. But starting this blog and my TpT journey has helped me reclaim those dreams.
I recently dusted off manuscripts, complete and incomplete, from years ago. And I have a new one in the works. And it won't go away. It's oozing out of my pores and comes into my mind at the oddest of times. And so, this is my summer of writing. I don't mean dabbling. I mean writing 4 hours every day. Every day. Because I have to. School let out on June 16th for me. That's last Friday. I've already begun to write.
But because I am a writer who also teaches, I'm very interested in learning lessons from my own writing processes that I can pass on to my students. We know that learners and teachers learn from doing. Every Wednesday until school begins (the last week in August), I will be writing on this blog about my own writing process and offering tips and lessons for your writers in your classroom. My lessons have already begun. They began on Saturday morning, June 17th. Here is what I've learned about writing, so far:
As I began writing my manuscript the day after school let out, I was struck by a tsunami of anxiety. It was almost overwhelming. Thoughts like, "This idea sucks." and "Who do you think you are?" hovered over my head as I put pencil to paper. I pushed through, however and was able to begin. HOW I was able to do that made me think about my own students who struggle to begin. What could I share with them? Here's what I discovered about beginning...
- Start by sketching. Words weren't coming to me at first, even though they had been for weeks before I sat down with my writer's notebook. So I sketched at first. This helped my brain relax.
- Use a pen, especially if you are a perfectionist. Using a pen is messy. It allows for all of your ideas to to be seen...even the ones you think are crappy. Later on, when you've had some distance between you and the page, you might not think they aren't so crappy. If you erase them, you're missing out on opportunities to rediscover and remember. Students are famous for wearing down their erasers instead of their pencil leads.
- Talk to the voice in your head. That's write. Talk to the voice that is telling you that your idea(s) or story is worthless. Tell it to shut up. Or, tell it that if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will either.
5. Write out of sequence. Sometimes, beginnings are the hardest for me. I've learned to skip them if I'm really hung up. I will start writing a scene that my mind can't seem to stop seeing, instead.
6. Phone a friend. One thing I have discovered both as a teacher AND as a writer, is that I need to orally rehearse. That's right. I'm almost 50 years old, and I need to tell my stories to trusted friends. Doing so makes me a much better writer. My fifth graders need to do this, too. Sometimes, I tell my stories to them. They HELP ME when I'm stuck. I've learned to build this practice into my classroom writer's workshop, as well as my personal writing process.
7. Research if you can't write. Sometimes, I just can't begin writing the story in my head. So, I research details I know I'll need to tell my story. My last few sessions, I've been researching trees and how they communicate with each other. Researching keeps me moving in the right direction when my writing anxiety feels overwhelming. Wouldn't this work for my students, too?
I'm really looking forward to pushing myself as a writer this summer. Even if my manuscripts are never published, I will be able to say I've finished something. I've tried. I've grown from the effort, both as a teacher and writer.
Be sure to stop by every Wednesday to hear more about "When Teachers Write..." And, feel free to tell me about your own writing journey by commenting on this post!
I've put together these seven strategies into a little interactive notebook page for you to use with your students. You can download it by clicking the picture below. Enjoy and please leave some feedback love if you're appreciative.
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I'm so excited for you...write away!!! I can't wait to see what unfolds for you!!
ReplyDeleteLillian! Thank you for your encouragement. I'm entrenched, and it feels daunting!
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ReplyDeleteSo exciting! Thanks for including us in the journey. I look forward to reading more each Wednesday.
ReplyDeleteThank you for joining me!
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ReplyDeleteYou are a true writer with so much heart. I know your kiddos love you. When I taught writing, as part of the proofreading process, I had my students read the rough draft to a partner. Looking forward to your posts on Wednesdays.
ReplyDeleteDeann,
DeleteThat's one of my favorite strategies to use- rereading rough drafts out loud is soooo beneficial. If partners aren't available, my kids sometimes use whisper phones. For some reason, the whisper phones really engage them...fifth graders! Who knew?
Great blog!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, friend!
DeleteGreat article, thank you for sharing!
ReplyDeleteLove all your tips. They are very useful, because I used most of them all the time.
ReplyDeleteWriting!?! I'd rather teach Math, so this really helps me!
ReplyDeleteLOL! Math is a favorite of mine, too...but soooo different from writing!
DeleteI love rule #5 - for myself and my students. We all know that first line needs to grab the reader. But sometimes, what needs to come first doesn't reveal itself until much later in the process. Great post!
ReplyDeleteAin't it the truth? Thank you for stopping by to read and comment.
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